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(as Panama Judas) What Needs To Be Said And How To Say It (2011)

by Jamie Rhodes

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1.
(spoken) You've got me for the evening, So swallow a few beers and listen to the worthy scream. Are they really here or just dancing around in our insides? Expletives and self-admitted traits strangle our quiet time. Camp strolls cover my periphery whilst I watch blubber stare at my face. The sad dance is a fat suit who falls in to his seat. Meanwhile confidence strikes all my friends with ugliness, It is sad and terrible: Men sweat, and I am here to watch them. They all suffer to their own drunken misdirection. My silence is a fight It's peaceful and victorious
2.
I can tell you of a bluebird that died in the heart of a man whose pen would never surrender, but now these useless cunts; forever breeding septic runts their newborns clog up my wishing well. Sit down and shut up whilst I go town and I walk around to see tomorrow's cancer in full bloom. I guess your happy now and I know it's happening now, your tomorrow is a thoughtless spree where bullshit rules. Pardon me whilst I look down and hide the frown, the best thing I've got's another bottle. In the meantime you can kill yourself in a different way I'll look somewhere else providing you don't bother to bring your idea of life here amidst my good meaning and my goodwill. So take the breaks off and let yourself ride the meaning of your life as at the bottom of the hill
3.
(keep it down in the back, I can't even hear myself breathe) Forget the vicar he's always been mad. I saw his kids on the street stealing Just then a blind man handed me a rope and asked me to pull him along so I've brought him here to you. In the beginning they say there was nothing I woke up this morning to not much more The crackheads are still outside drinking cheap beer from warm cans and so I've brought them to your door. Told them I made a good friend in rational thinking He's probably inside with his cigarettes and wine If he doesn't answer you he'll be at the bar next door waiting for the next man to lose his wife. We'll sing an ode to the rational man living day by day without your Christ. Never mind why the cold winds often blow, but mind how you live your life. Another tulip will die in the springtime. Another dogmatist will claim that I'm wrong I'm sure I've seen enough of this place to last me another lifetime I'll stay one more minute in the hope that you'll sing along Let's sing an ode to the rational man living day by day without your Christ. Never mind why the cold winds often blow Instead mind how you live your life
4.
My Time 03:21
You all seem messed in lives you don't want to change Down and out five days a week, the other two; drunk and deranged I can't keep you quiet, there's no holding you down Just another septic sponge soaking up the bullshit from the crowd I don't mind sitting on your time, but please don't try to steal away mine. Forced to walk in to another day of single mothers and wannabe brothers The kids can't find anything to do so they just spit on the streets Go on and raise a fist at me, why not stick a knife in my side with people like you in this place it might just be a pleasure to die I don't mind you having your time but you don't decide when to make it mine (I've seen the world send itself to sleep again I've seen the way the little children keep singing songs they don't know how to sing It's taken a whole lot of everything to realize how this just might be another septic rendition of a coward pretending he can fight.) It's yet just another shade of bullshit dear Their kids grow up without a care for our tears. Look out there's another one walking this way now He'll be spitting at your feet like his daddy taught him how. Stick a fist in his stomach and kick him hard his falls We don't want that fucker breeding, making more of himself.
5.
Little Box 04:26
(and yet another fistful of startling positivity thrown at the already aching head of someone who is taking a good look outside of the box whilst it might be interesting to take a peak outside I still share time when I envy the decorated walls the high painted ceilings and occassionally take time to find hidden patterns in the carpet of the little box ...your fucking little box) Let's drink to animosity this lands become so fierce pardon my personal obsession with the cruel and bittersweet and everything they say to me lights another cigarette I sit quiet like an effigy knowing that its far from finished yet. Is this the world all over? Are we just to scared to really see? I ran towards the traitor to take a good look at myself but its not myself that I'm after it's all those who quietly stand aside. The free thinkers are praying the religionists are drawing their knives we've started travelling backwards the survivors have given up on time is this the world all over? are we scared now to take a look around is this the world over? I anticipate the day we live this down
6.
The truth is in the corner so why don't you hide your eyes as a pretty young bullet marches in to your side. The hollow men are coming in their business suits Well, uncork the bottles kid I declare a toast. Why not listen and why not surprise yourself? One of these days your gonna find your way back to hell. Run to the middle where the big goats go The mortar grinds and your dead god's bellow. There's a spike in the belly of a preaching man said too much about the back of his own hands. Pregnant wifey's lost her child that little dead Louie might help the world smile. The world might smile today and the sun might rise again thanks to little dead Louie That little dead Louie. She might cry today so the birds can fly again thanks to little dead Louie all those little dead Louie's. Hold off breeding for a while we need more little dead Louie's Little Dead Louie. I might just breathe again. The sharks might feed again thanks to little dead Louie we need more little dead Louie's I don't care to see your newborn child we need more little dead Louie's more little dead Louie's. Before I continue shrink yourself down; there's a deafening silence resonating in this town too many Louie's down with bad luck the benefit check taught us how not to give a fuck. Why not listen and why not surprise yourself there's not enough space for little Louie on my shelf I took a backstreet alley with a painter's face where a golden coat-hanger granted the trees some space. He turned your little Louie in to a pool of good he made the grass grow green and showered your hate with love. And then the moon shone upon our lives so I leave you with this lullaby: We don't need anyone else over here for quite some time.
7.
(Lyrics by Evi Vine) I watched you leave from a bench in the park by the old hanging tree and as a grey river flowed in to a great open sea I watched you leave I stayed all day by that hollow tree and I cried til the sun went to sleep I pictured your hair your long dark hair and I wondered if we'd be free and I stayed all day in the garden contemplate how lucky I was to know the difference and what a burden it becomes. I let you leave on a plane to the west I let you go with such ease and I let you think that you weren't the one to give me the strength that I need you steered away and its all you could do like a ship casting off at first light leaving behind the ruin that I am in the darkest of times I could die now so sad and alone I suppose it's what I could do on my own go through life careful and cold on this solitary road I miss you now like never before I wait for this past I'd take a knife to my heart if I could I pray that this can't last so I pack a suitacase and say my goodbyes explain that I have somewhere to go Life has a way of showing us signs either we learn or we don't it's easy to stay in a place that you know and challenge the world to a fight. No certainties or no promise land just who or what you might find. Well I watched you leave with a pain in my breast a pocket of nothing and a world of regret oh I've never known anything quite like it as I watched you leave.
8.
I set fire to skies outwit the wise I play games with faith and fury I live off the snow the wind and your tears the jailer fears me let alone the jury. Abandon hope go run and hide bring a thousand fighters well I'll match them. For all those considering bravery I'll bring hell with one swift action For all those with a knife for me I'll bring you hell with one clean action.
9.
Roll Up! 03:47
Roll up! Roll up! For the greatest show of the goddamn year. In one hand a contortionist dolphin in the other I've found women who don't sneer. How about the one legged tap dancing platypus or the pseudonym with no name we'll turn the tv on at 7am and by midnight we'll all be insane. Roll up! Roll up! There's a shaking man inside a locked box whose forgotten all about his wife. I've got a troglodyte dictionary reader who will beat you within an inch of your life. I've got the plans for Christ's next hand, but I'm selling it to a stranger with a beard and a bomb. I don't mean to insult too many of you but you're my crazy neighbors mowing crop circles in to your lawns. Roll up! Roll up! Shhhh... There's a newborn child who is sound asleep dreaming sweetly about who I should have been, but I've got a lot of whisky and cigarettes there's still a strangers bed that I haven't laid in yet. So I blow grey clouds across the skies remember the day when the old man died. A toast to friends, families and foes: This is because of you, for you and against you so roll up all! Roll up! Roll up!
10.
Loose Tongue 05:51
There is a loose tongue rolling around here. There is a losse tongue rolling around. I sang a saint in to your crazy life I kept on introducing him to you Suppose I'll just sit and wait silently for the silence that you keep shouting in to. There is a loose tongue rolling around here. You weren't listening when the walls kept bangin back at you It's like 4am is your only chance to scream this house down. And there are good reasons why good people steer clear of so called friends. Every now and again someone has to let somebody down. There's a loose tongue rolling around here. There's a loose tongue rolling around. Why don't you wait a while at home and learn about the inside of your own head? Take something in before your output screams these streets down. Whilst you're at it please remember everything you've ever done; everything you've said. Only the clowns in retirement can spot a working clown. There is a loose tongue rolling around here. I never meant to suggest that I could pick your world apart or condescend down on you. But as the night turns in to morning and your singing a drunkard's song try singing it for yourself and sing it quietly as you do. There is a loose tongue rolling around here. There is a loose tongue rolling around.
11.
He swears to god that he doesn't beat her, but I've seen the bruises across his hands. I've seen how she looks down when I meet her, and I know that prick would never hit another man. Time won't change, a goddamn thing. I heard them say they don't drink too much in the mornings. Then they claim they don't need any help through the day. I spotted 80 out of 100 liars, baby, The other twenty, well they all ran away. Time won't change, a goddamn thing. Don't be inspired by their shitty grins of nothing, Don't get lost deep in their bowels of pain. Don't act like them because they keep looming over you Remember time won't change a goddamn thing. There must be a reason you keep your eyes on the pavement There must be another for why you cry through your days. Maybe it's your head and your heart yearning for something different. Maybe you want everything to stay the same. Time won't change, a goddamn thing. I noticed the sunrise against your glassy eyes I heard you whistling to another man's song. I've seen the vacant sign hanging over everything you said and I know time won't prove me wrong. No, Time won't change a goddamn thing. Time won't change a goddamn thing.

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2011's 'What Needs To Be Said And How To Say It' finds its way online for the first time. Different vocal chords if you've only heard the Bring the Wine material. There was a lot more whiskey and cigarettes back then.

‘Panama points his finger at the outside world and critiques his way through society with musical accompaniment. It feels like a heavy night at leaning on the bar with its ups and downs and a little time to dance and be merry thrown in for good measure.’

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released January 3, 2011

Jamie Rhodes (as Panama Judas): Vocals, Guitars, Keys, Bass, Turntables & Percussion
Stuart Son Maxwell: Harmonica on The Bluebird's Escape, Roll Up & Time Won't Change.
Dan Tutt: Banjo on Roll Up & Time Won't Change
Backing Vocals in various places performed by Sarah Dobbs, Dan Tutt, Stuart Son Maxwell & Laura Paterson.

All songs written by Jamie Rhodes apart from I Let You Leave.
I Let You Leave originally written and performed by Evi Vine


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